losing somethingS even worse than a heart break

hi fellas kayanya judul gue kali ini panjang banget ya ga?ahaha iya bgt sekarang gue lagi gamau cerita tentang cintacintaan nih kinda a sick of it totally sick of it >.< OK done. gue sekarang mau cerita nih cerita sedih langsung aja ya, jadi tuh waktu itu hp gue ilang ceritanya gini:
waktu itu lagi mau sholat kan di bta, nah sekalian antri buat ambil wudhu gue ngaca terus hp gue taro di cermin.Udah tuh sholat kan gue nahh pas balik gue lupa ambil dan gue bau inget hp gue taro cermin pas pulang pas mau nelfon bokap pas balik ke musholla ya yaudah hp udah gaada ya miris deh.

dan setelah itu gue kehilangan jam gue huhuf gini nih ceritanya:
jadi waktu itu baru pulang mudik kan nahh kalo ini gue bingung nih antara ketinggalan di hotel atau ketinggalan dirumah sodara atau bisa juga emang keselip di mobil atau rumah pokoknya tibatiba gaada padahal gelang merah yang selalu gue pake sama jam itu masih ada dimobil dan sampe sekarang masih gue pake jadi ya wassalam Z.Z

setelah itu gue kehilangan dompet gue gini ceritanya:
jadi waktu itu hari kamis, gue abis main dari rumah farah bareng nisa, putri, tommy, emir, sama ryan. terus gue pinjem motor yang ryan bawa buat mutermuterkan sama putri tadinya gue sama putri mau cari makan terus gue titipin dompet gue ke putri karena kebetulan pada hari itu gue lagi gapake rok yang ada kantongnya. udah tuh kan pulang deh tuh gue nahhhh dari sini gue mulai bingung antara gue bawa dompet gue balik atau ngga. tapi kayanya gue bawa dan pas gue mau naik keatas jatoh ditangga terus gue diemin tapi mistisnya kalo emang kejadian yang benernya kaya gitu harusnya pasti ada di laci meja ruang tamu atau di lemari karena pada hari itu di rumah cuman ada gue dan kakak gue gamungkin banget ada maling rumah terkunci rapat kok gaada yang bisa masuk. ya pokoknya gitulah gue bingung

selesai walaupun cuman kehilangan 3 barang tapi itu semua barang yang berharga banget buat gue karena 1. hp itu alat komunikasi kalo ilang susah dan karena udah ilang gue jadi males buat beli lagi karena takut ilang. Untungnya gue disekolah punya tementemen dan adeade kelas yang baik banget yang mau minjemin pulsa mereka ke gue EHEEE MAACHI YA SEMUA

2. jam?jam tu penting banget buat gue biar gue bisa tau waktu walaupun gue bisa liat di itouch tapi rasanya asing banget kalo gapake jam bahkan sampe sekarang terkadang gue suka ngeliatin pergelangan tangan gue seakanakan gue lagi make jam huffft miris banget tapi untungnya gue ada nisa yang mau ngasih jamnya buat gue walau bekas gapapa deh MAACHI NISAAA LUPI MUWACH

3. dompet?gila ini yang bikin gue sedih banget sampe sekarang rasa bersalah gue benerbener numpuk banget gatau kenapa. gue sih gak sayang sama dompet atau kartunya IYALAH GAADA ISI CEY tapi uangnya ituloh................................. isinya ada uang bulanan gue&kakak gue bayanginnnn uang bulanan gue gaada gapapa deh tapi kakak gue, mau ngomong apa gue kalo ditanyain 'han mana uang gue?' 'ade mana uang bulanannya?kok minta uang sama bunda terus?' 'naik taksi aja ya pake uang kamu aja dulu aja ayah lagi gaada uang' JIR MATI KAN GUE

ah rasanya mau mati. lebay tapi serius gimana sih rasanya lo ngilangin uang orang tua lo sebanyak 1jt that include your sister's money. belom lagi hp dan jam yang ilangnya benerbener beruntut! gangerti deh harus ngomong apa sama ayah bunda dan jujur masalah dompet ayah bunda&kakak gue belom ada yang tau mereka taunya dompet gue ada dirumah farah a.k.a tertinggal dan belom gue ambil. PLEASE SIAPAPUN YANG PUNYA KENALAN DUKUN ATAU SIAPAPUN YANG BISA TAU DIMANA JAM&DOMPET GUE PLEEEAASEE BGT MENTION KE GUE @hanykmlia dan doain semoga cepet ketemu ya semoga siapapun yang doain amal ibadahnya diterima Allah swt. Hidupnya berkah banget bahagia semua yang dimauin lengkap jarang susah segala yang terbaik bagi kalian yang mendoakan. AMIN YA ALLAH

HAPPY FASTING ^^O^^

hi fellas how r you today?i'm feeling great today didn't you?today is our 3rd fasting day UUUUUUU ^O^ but i haven't had my 1st fasting day yeeppp that's right women's prob haha. i know i have so many mistakes cause there's no white paper without any black strikes ryt?so i hope you can forgive me for my willful mistakes or unintentional mistakes. and happy fasting fellas i hope for our bliss and i hope GOD accepted our deeds :D that's all once again happy fasting and happy forgiving days :D

FINALLY :D

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA CAN'T BE MORE HAPPIER THAN NOWWWW CODY SIMPSON IS FOLLOWING ME BACK AND HE REPLAY MY TWEETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH CODY THAT MEANS A LOT TO ME EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT YOUR NUMBER 1 FAN BUT I THINK I DO A LOT THINGS TO MAKE ME LOOK AS YOUR BIGGEST FAN, AS YOUR 'WELL-KNOWN' FAN AAAAAAAAAAAA I KNOW YOU NOTICED ME I KNOW IT BUT I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE IT. IT'S LIKE I'M DAYDREAMING

sumpahh masih seneng banget cody simpson follow back gue aaaaaaaaa jadi ceritanya gini

gue emang udah suka sama dia belom lamalama banget tapi pas ngeliat dia gue langsung suka dan gue nge fans sama dia udah kaya gue nge fans sama justin bieber padahal gue ngefans sama justin bieber udah dari tahun kemaren. gue ngetweets banyaaaakkk banget tentang dia gue sering banget dengerin lagu dia liat video dia sebelom tidur pokoknya layaknya #1 fan terus tadi tuh ya gue iseng ngetweets nih:

this is my first shout out for justin bieber and cody simpson:
'before i don't know why i'm so obsessed with u @justinbieber @thecodysimpson but u two are amazing and that's the reason i'm obsessed with u'

second
'you're my inspiration you're my daydream you're my everything @justinbieber @thecodysimpson'

third
'I Lᵒᵛᵉᵧₒᵤ @thecodysimpson'

fourth
'FYI I Lᵒᵛᵉᵧₒᵤ so damn much @justinbieber @thecodysimpson :D'

fifth
'good afternoon cody glad to see you on my timeline :D RT @TheCodySimpson: morning young world! oh wait.. good afternoon!!' actually it's not my shout out i just retweet then edit it haha

sixth
'aaaaaaaa you're so UNFAIRRRR i tweeted so muchh i tweeted your lyrics but you've never retweet it i'm upset :( @thecodysimpson'

seventh
'aaaaaaaapleaseeeeeeeeee @thecodysimpson i love you so muchhh give me some shout out and i'll jump from the top of my bed to the floor :P'

eighth
'i hold your hand and promise i'll be right back boy i'm coming right back to see you smile @thecodysimpson' actually that is his lyrics but i change the 'i'll be right back girl' into 'i'll be right back boy' cause cody simpson is a boy

ninth
'here i am sitting out side your door in the rain, in the pain it's worth it you are my life i won't lie @thecodysimpson'

tenth
'he got my full attention and i can't keep her of my mind one look at you that's when i knew there's nothing else matters @thecodysimpson'

eleventh
'it's my dream, my home, my life, my soul, my dance, my song, my love, lives on @thecodysimpson'

and i'm getting hopeless so i decided to sleep as tweeting this
'gonna go to bed hoping @thecodysimpson to follow me back and reply my tweets was too impossible and UNbelievable for today maybe tomorrow'

udah matiin komputer udah matiin lampu eh pas lagi nonton vclipnya cody simpson yg iYiYi ada telfon dari mimi 'han tweet lo di replay sama cody terus lo di follow back' IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII SUMPAH gatau norak apa gimana girangnya gue udah kaya anak kambing yang lagi dikasih susu setelah gadikasih rumput 5 tahun gue langsung seneeeeeennngg banget gue sampe lompatlompatlompat trs telfon dari mimi mati ehh si oi nelfon trs yara sms udah kan tuh gue online twitter lagi dan pas gue liat EHBENERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR nih liat

http://twitter.com/TheCodySimpson/status/19438544691

terus gue bales gini
'@TheCodySimpson HI CODY I'M FINEEEEEE you know what now all i can do i just giggling like horse and jumping over and over again 143 CODY!'

dari semua yang ada diatas gue gaada yang boong gue benerbener nengirnyengir kaya kuda hihihihihihihihihihihihi terus tibatiba gue jadi degdegan woooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

thank GOD you let me enjoy a happiness from all of the sadness that you gave to me and thanks cody simpson i'm so hilarious :D

that's all thanks

:(

helloooo salam:( ehehehe sbnrnya sih lg ga sedih sihhh tp lagi kesel.
actually this post was dedicated to someone i used to love since when i was 13

i knew you since when we were on 7th grader. you know what?for the first time i have a boy friend like you, not 'boyfriend' but truly boy friend we didn't have any relation till now. I'm glad to know you. I'm glad to had your attention. I'm glad that you were always here beside me when i need you. I'm glad to know that i can share all my laughter and tears with you. I'm glad to know that there is still someone i can talk to. Someone who can make me feel better when i was down. Someone i can trust. Someone can know me better than every one. Someone who care about my health even more than i do. And someone who can make me blush sometimes.

But now?do i glad to know you? you're su*ks i hate you since you broke up with your ex and have a new girlf again i can feel that you were avoiding me you were ignoring me. i know you treat me worse than before. i'm so sorry if i've made a mistakes to you before.

I realize that i'm wrong, i realize i've made so many mistakes to you. i feel bad. i feel sad to losing you.

i just want you to stay. i just want you to still care about me.

i'm so sorry
i realize that i need you
please back to the person you used to be
thanks

and that is all what i can say

cute isn't it?

hey fellas i just found this cool picts enjoy it

miracle

haiii semuaaa apa kabar nihhh???? B) stay cool dong (hah) ehyaa masa tadi gue cheers lagi loohhh XIXIXIXIXI kangen twics bangettttttt. oke udh sebenernya ceritanya bukan itu tapi ini nihhh baca yaa baca gaaa???baca ahh baca loh baca dong ah hany bacot cnd hannn(?) oke ini ceritanya ------------> jadi tuh tadi abis cheers gue terpengaruh sama bisyir buat ikut nonton sebenernya sih dia ganyuruh gue ikut nonton tapi gimana ya hasrat yang harus dipenuhi kwk(?) udah tuh gue dari ksm-metropole naik bajay terus pas di metropol kan shahnaz nungguin faisal dulu as a good girlf she has to wait for her boyf gilaloooee gakebalikkk??canda terus udahkan shahnaz kita tinggalin nonton knight and day soalnya filmya juga kebetulan sudah mulai 3 menit yang lalooee xixixixi...........................................................jengjeng film dimulai dan gue menyadari betapa gantengnya tom cruise itu hwhwhwhwhwhw dia gantengnya maha dewadewi bangettttttttttttt oke as so on film selesai gue shinta yara keluar studio dan bingung mau kemana kita nelfon shahnaz kan tapi gadiangkatangkat nelfon faisal gaada nomernya huh akhirnya kita duduk ajadeh di kursi*iyalah* ehhh pas kita lagi desperate gitu tibatiba ada ibuibu dateng kekita bilang gini

Ibuibu: dek mau nonton apa?
Gue: udah selesai bu nontonnya*sambil nunjukin ticket*
Ibuibu: ohhh ini adek mau ticket ini ngga?
Gue&Dalemhati :bu gila ya kita udah pada gaada uang juga
Yara: emang kenapa bu?
Ibuibu: ini tadinyakan mau nonton film ini tapi gajadi pas mau dituker lagi gabisa yaudah daripada mubazir mendingan dikasih ke orang
Shinta: ohh gitu
Ibuibu: iya mau ga?
Shinta: iyaiya mau makasih ya bu
Gue: makasih bu
Yara:..........................................................makasih bu

AHAHAHAHAHA mimpi apaan gue semalem nungguin bisyir dapet ticket nonton gratis kwkwkwkw asikasikkk lumayan sekalian nunggu dijempuutt sebenernya sih gue nungguin dompet gue yang lagi dianterin sama supir garagara tadi ketinggalan--'EHEEE akhirnya gue masuk studionya deeehhh OH YA kalian belum tau ya gue nonton apa yang dapet dari ibuibu itu????kita dapet TANAH AIR BETAAAA ihiiiiiiiiii ceritanya sedih sih sebenernya tapi kocak banget dan kalo boleh jujur gue gangerti apa yang mereka omongin.............ihihihihi hatsunaaaa lucuya ako abis bagaimana ya mereka ngomong pake bahasa papua ambo mana ngerto(?) yasudah segitu saja ceritanyaaa hihihihi XIEXIE for you attention :D

justin bieber ♥

I love him so much♥ much so him love I