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NAYAKA WITANA.

Angkatan arsitektur hijau tahun 2014. Sebuah organisasi yang mendalami ilmu arsitektur vernakular.

Sebuah organisasi yang ku ikuti selama aku masih menjadi warga gedung 5 Unika Parahyangan Bandung. 

Teman - teman yang baru ku kenal di masa pertengahan semester 1. Kini mereka adalah keluarga kecilku di bandung :) 

Sekumpulan orang yang saling mengerti.

Saling percaya.

Saling membantu.

Saling mengingati satu sama lain.

Saling menjaga.

Kami berbagi segala pengalaman yang baik ataupun buruk...

Saling memberikan pelajaran tentang hidup.

Kami bercerita bersama, berdiskusi bersama, berbahagia bersama, bersedih bersama.

Keluarga baru ku yang mengajarkan aku tentang ikhlas, kebersamaan, rasa syukur dan kepedulian.

Keluarga baru ku yang membantu aku membuka mata akan keadilan Tuhan YME.

Keluarga baru ku yang berjanji untuk selalu bersama sampai akhir hayat.

Thank You God for giving me such a blissful moments in Cibedug with my small family......

FriEND 

famILY

This what keeps me hold on....

Thanks for all of your supports :(

Trying

Have you ever tried so hard to approach someone you like?

He/she might didn't expecting you.

But on the other side he/she is the one you expect the most.

You've tried to let your self out without him but you just can't

Someday you might try to like someone you've tried to open your hear but yet he/she will always turns out to be the one.

He/she's acting so rude to you but still you're the one who's fighting.

Some people may say 'stop trying, stop holding on. You're the only one who's trying to make this work' i know.

I willing to be the one.

I will always try, until I'm tired.

But i swear i will always be there for you as long as my heart still here in mu body as long as it beat.

I realize someday i will regret for liking you this much.....

Maybe that day when i realize i was just such a fool to keep liking you forever and ever will someday come, just maybe.

But what if it's not?

We didn't know each other that close but how can i want to work my ass off to keep you mine.....

I will always hope...maybe wish or pray that someday you will feel the same as i do and in that time we can be together to complete each other...

This is too much but then i know no body will read it except me cause all my readers think this blog was down already

Again

Tadi pagi aku mimpi :(

Dimimpi itu aku buka portal unpar dan liat nilai nilaiku....

Aku menangis.....

Aku masih berada diatas kasurku....

Aku terbangun

Entah mengapa aku bisa memberanikan diriku untuk membuka portal seperti apa yang kulakukan di mimpiku tadi

Runtutan kenyataan dan mimpiku sama......

Aku buka portal unpar

Aku tak sabar melihat nilai ku...

Air mataku mulai turun

Apa yang membuat ku bisa bisanya mengecewakan kedua orangtua ku duakali

Bagaikan keledai bodoh yang jatuh kedalam lubang hitam yang sama berkalikali......

Apabedanya aku dan keledai? 

Perasaan ku tidak bisa ku ungkapkan

Hanya kebingungan dan kegelisahan yang ada

Semua temantemanku meninggalkanku.....

Aku malu....apakah aku sebodoh itu? Atau kah ini memang bukan bidangku?

Apa ini cara Allah menunjukan kepadaku bahwa ini bukan jalanku? Atau Allah menginginkan aku untuk tetap berjuang dan berusaha? 

Tapi mengapa? 

Sakit sekali menerima kenyataan bahwa aku tidak lulus studio lagi

Dan dengan nilai yang hanya kurang 1 demi mencapai nilai kelulusan...

Because almost is never enough

Sadari

Jaman sekarang pengaruh buruk bisa dari mana aja.

Salah satu yang paling kuat adalah media televisi lewat berbagai macam sinetron mulai dari pertukangan yang ga tamat-tamat sampai timbuknya berbagai macam jenis siluman hewan.

Pernahkan kalian menonton sebuah film  series atau FTV yang ceritanya tentang seorang anak muda yang durhaka terhadap orangtua/kakek/nenek/mertua? 

Bagaimana perasaan kalian disaat ada adegan sang anak memaki orang yang lebih tua daripada mereka?Gemes?marah?

Tapi pernahkah terlintas dipikuran kita sebenarnya kita juga terkadang durhaka terhadap orang yang lebih tua daripada kita? 

Mungkin kita memang tidak memukul mereka, menyakiti mereka secara fisik, tapi bagaimana dengan perkataan kita yang kadang tidak bisa dikekang?

Sepatah tolakan, balasan amarah, kata kata yang tidak sopan ataupun pengabaian perkataan mereka

Bagaimana apabila kita berada di posisi mereka? Kita pasti marah bahkan bisa saja menangis 

Orangtua.....

Makhluk tersabar yang berada dimuka bumi ini

Makhluk yang rela melakukan apapun demi kebahagiaan anaknya

Makhluk yang selalu menperjuangkan demi yang terbaik untuk sang anak

Makhluk terbaik yang telah Tuhan kasih untuk mendapingi sang anak

Makhluk tersempurna yang merupakan contoh bagi sang anak

Pantaskah kita telantarkan?

Even though i never tell them how much I love them, even though i havent made them proud of me that much, even though i mostly caused problems to them, even though i never show them how much i care about them, all my prayers goes to them......

Your family is your home, no matter how far you go in the end you'll be back there.

Sickest truth.

Every person has story.

It might be happy or sad.

It might be blessings or lessons.

Then they might wanna share.

Life was no joke.

Even you'll laugh about the saddest thing yet you'll cry over the happiest one.

There's no such thing as 'the same'

Everydetailed things are different. 

Same goes to the main character...it's

US.

We were borned different from each others.

Some can easily share and some can easily keep.

Some people will cry about their story, some might laugh.

Some maybe borned as the speaker and the other was the listener.

The speaker never listen and the listener never speak.

The one.

To fill the emptiness you need someone.

Someone you thought is your soulmate.

The one who you won't let go of.

You'll forget about any other things.

You'll do anything to be the best for him.

You'll struggle everything to make him yours.

You'll jump off the cliff, fly up the sky, dive into ocean to keep him yours. 

They will be there in your heart for 1second.

And then for the next 1 minute.

And then for the next 1 hour.

And then for the next 1 day.

And then for the next 1 week.

And then for the next 1 month.

And then for the next 1 year.

And then for the next 1 decade.

Etc.

But then somehow, somewhere, someday it'll stop in any of those outnumber countless 1......

You'll feel nothing towards him.

You'll stop fighting for him.

You'll regret you've done everything for him.

Feelings may not will forever be yours.

You should be with those who will fill the emptiness.

Someone who will struggle with you.

The one who won't stop until 1 life, cause that's all you've got.

The man who won't promise you anything, but instead he promise your dad to keep you save and sound.